How can I stop??Please help !!?

Girl you are not alone. I was bulimic for 3 years. You know the problem. You eat a lot. I am so proud of you for not throwing up. (Congrats I know it's hard) You have to try and have control over what you eat. I am going to give you my email address (I'm not a psycho, just a victim of an eating disorder) tcorina11@yahoo.com. Email me to talk to a person who has gone through your situation.